Busy life..Part 2

actually there was a long long activity for orchrestra after farewell party..but,i got a BAD news from my dad on that day...my grandfather had passed away..OMG!!
Isn't he 23th still ok n can talk n laugh with us HAPPILY?i got shock...
when i saw him,lying on the bed...my tears came out automaticly,then out of control
everyone shout n try to wake him up..but v failed..TT
my ah ma cry every day during the funeral ceremony..can u imagin how sad was her?
my heart,hold tightly,when my grandfather was 'sleeping' in the coffin..before this,im the eldest grandchildren,so im the first one to wipe his body the LAST TIME..i try to be steady,coz tears cant drop on his body,even one drop..

every day,i tahan my tears to avoid it been dropped..but i always falied..especially i saw my dad being sad
it was such a long long story..so skip n flash out all the sad mood!!

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here cums the last day of the year of  2012..
HAPPY NEW YEAR guys!!!!!!!!!

Busy life..Part 1

this is the most busy holiday in the whole year..Every year's december,i juz go for skul for my CO's practise.YET!this time is totally different..siok damnly

#1: 3rd December : 齐奏赛
its juz a boring day..go early early,wait long long..then juz start the competition final..LOL
have my lunch there with Seed,Ophelia and Jasmine..eat untill wan vomit bcoz it is reali much for me..while waiting,v play i-pod,UNO 2 let time go more easier.v oso try 2 play poker there,but kena yi min's scold,so keep & play others..haha

#2: 8-11 Dec : 华乐营
i juz go for the master class this year..our teacher show his technique in Sheng and some basic.for me,it is BORING untill mushroom can grow..however,i make many new frens there.I get the camp t-shirt in the camp oso,it is pink & black in colour--perfect match!!i hope next year i can join the camp too while the teachers there was strict enough

#3 between 12 and 15 Dec : Video Making
i went to seed's house during this few days for our new job for CO : making a video for F5 student in our farewell party..v were happy bcoz finally v finish the video..last year, they used almost 2 weeks to finish ; this year,v use almost 4 days..How were us??AWESOME wat!haha

#4 16 Dec : Performing in skul with CO
v used less than one day to practise the two song that hv 2 perform at night..Oni 1 day u noe??but the songs are such easy n v still can handle it..i love the 电视主题曲 so much bcoz v have many main melody but not oni tempo..about 7p.m. v started perform for the ppl who graduated for 30 years eh 'student'..haha

#5 17 Dec : Special case XP
wat means special case??it was a performing in skul too but i din hv the chance to join..the reason is: i din hv any instrument to perform..haizz TT
In case,i went to skul too at night..not for performing but for senior's birthday celebration.v celebrated at da wei wang,located opposite Econsave..v walk from skul to the location..it was such a far way if v go without any transport,but v still enjoy it!!haha,seronoknya..then v went back skul to keep our instrument but Jia Lin said they oredi help us keep all the things..thx PERCUSSION!!after that,v walk back da wei wang again to continue our celebration..many prawns were still waiting for us! Jia Lin and Sunny came join us when v ready to take out our birthday cake..Guang Hong shout 'Happy Birthday' to Ai Theng,standing at the Econsave's stair..how CRAZY is him??! haha..he is brave enough..
it gave me a great memory in the whole December..wuhoo XD
At last,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AI THENG!!!! all the best in the future..

醒悟

又是emo的时候啦！其实，在某些时候，我讨厌自己。不懂为什么，就老是觉得自己做错了，或伤了别人，却没有办法挽回。只能在情绪达到崩溃的时候，躲在一个别人看不到的地方，痛痛快快的哭一场。眼泪落下的时候，脑海里看到的，是长久以来的压抑，是长久以来忍受下来的痛。在那个时候的痛，是五味杂陈的，有生活里的痛，感情里的痛，家庭的痛，还有自责的痛。我的心仿佛破了个洞，不管我怎么补，它就是存在着，然后在压抑不了的时候，山崩水泄...这是个没有人能够感受得到的，内心的感觉。




有座巨大的停了的時鐘
傾倒在趕路的途中 擋我 向前走
有隻黑色的老鷹在俯衝
叼走了你送的承諾 回頭 冷冷看我

有陣將眼淚掃落的狂風
掀起了隱藏的疼痛 把我 變赤裸
我為蔓延的回憶除草了
心中卻長出盛開的 寂寞 原來是夢

有些傷痕像場大火 把心燒焦難以復活
不碰了好像忘了 恐懼卻在腦海住著
重複卡在一個 重要的時刻 不自覺就會退縮
連幸福也克制著 覺得什麼都會變的
防備著平靜到最後 連愛也透著冷漠(獨自寂寞)

有人說我的微笑是暖的
心裡卻很難被感動 狠狠 解剖我
從不是有意想害誰難過
甚至會沮喪一直沒突破 沉重的殼

有些傷痕像場大火 把心燒焦難以復活
可是我 想要忘了 恐懼如何把我上鎖
期待陽光熾熱 愛來的時刻 能用力去擁抱著
多幸福就多快樂 不讓未知成為負荷
投入的留下了每一刻 不怕的人 最富有

人太脆弱 會不停錯過
太多寶貴的 都需要跋涉 才可以獲得
太多璀璨的 越隔著夜色 越光芒四射....bye

Will You Marry ME??

Went uncle's wedding party..so sweet!The bride is so charming and i can feel her happiness.My dad had to help the bridegroom's dad to settle the seat of everyone who attended the dinner.So,we had to go there at 7.00p.m.!!!OMG...go there so early for wat??so boring...
On the way.it started to rain.Wuhoo!luckily we go earlier,i cant imaginehow the road is going to be
SUNWAY CONVENTIONAL CENTRE---wedding started at 8.00 sharp

The location is such beautiful and the light is the most important factor to make me have a great mood during the dinner..there was also slide show of their weddings photo..i had used almost 1 hour for the slide show,can you accurate how many is the photo??

Dinner time---wonderful dinner..my dad said tat there were 107 table,so had almost 1070+ ppl having the same dish with me..wow,people mountain people sea leh?

****[PICTURE TIME]**************

haha..there my self-capture #1



#2



i noe it is so uncreative the photo,always the same degree..paiseh la!!




smile!!



so boring before the wedding dinner start...




so the only 1 things can do is---take photo



The last one..can see the auntie at the back?/they cant stop talking



My cousin with all black




Her brother..fatty




My dad-pointing here and there like a tauke..walao




another uncle--playing game..




then eat cake..haha



  

OMG..where's her head?/



 

Oo..her head is here

See?eneryone have this in front of them..i took a red wine from the waitress without my dad's permission

Somore chinese teh serving there

Im so hungry that time

Here the packing of the cake

Fish--i like this!!it still hot when served

Chicken with special sauce



Abalone served with mushroom & vegetable
everyone were juz eating the abalone
so kesian the mushroon and the vege

 The menu of the dinner that day

wow..so high class..angmo's word

  the back...suka the colour untill boom!

Stay sweet forever!!!!



Lastly,wonderful song..listen!

报应

为什么总是有人不爽我，但却只在暗地里说我的不是？
既然你对我有意见，就请你大方地走到我面前，大声的对我说：“你很烂，我不爽你”

为什么不管我做什么都没有用？
为什么不管我做什么，说什么，你都可以无动于衷？
我用尽了办法，想破了脑袋
都会被你隔绝
不做出任何反应，说任何一句话

或许...
这就叫做报应

850020

这次，我觉得用华语才真正表达出我要的感觉。
这6个号码，不是保险箱密码，不是银行户口，更不可能是什么重要的机密数字，而是《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》里柯景腾的学号。相信好的评论已经数不完，这次就只说自己对这部戏的感觉吧。
这部片的好已经众所皆知，我也很喜欢这部片。虽然故事结局并不是个美好的结局，但这不就是人生吗？难道你的人生都是美好的吗？对我而言，这个结局让我更刻骨铭心，因为这就是真正的人生。我的生活和这部片的唯一共同点是---我们的感情都没有好的结果。或许，人生就是这样；或许，失去会让人更懂得珍惜。所以，你，和你的全部，会永远都住在我的心里，那个没有人会明白的角落。这部片，也改变了我原本的决定，或许这些话不说出来，让彼此都好过一点。选择坐在最旁边是明智的决定，我可以很享受的看完全部细节。当沈佳宜没带课本时，柯景腾把书给了她，替她受惩罚，真的很让人感动。人生中，应该也会都那个人.........吧？我相信，会的，在对的时间点上，他绝对会出现，就耐心地等待吧。

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另外，我买了新手表，超喜欢的说。


是我喜欢的颜色。



摄影技术很烂，对不起。




手表设计简单，是我喜欢的风格。
简单直接，也算是我的个性。有时候，会因为我的言语太过于锋利，直接，让别人受伤了。其实，我并不是真的不爽你们，我只想用最直接的方式把我想说的说出来，如果真的让你们很不爽，就请你告诉我，也对不起。

The end

2moro is the last day for F3 school life...still dono how its feel inside my heart
It is sad??or exicted??  i dont know n you better ask it yourself
cant believe that time in this year past like lightning
it missing before you saw the beauty in it
well,when you really found it...its going to leave
without making any sound or shadow to announce you

Just like my feeling now
WHY WILL I  MISS MY CLASS THIS YEAR???
i dont know too..

 

快乐的泉源---来自内心

邓秀茵又有新作品了，也代表我家的厚板上又将多一位新成员啦
红蜻蜓出版社有很多出色的作者。但不知道为什么，就只喜欢她的书，哈哈


内容很吸引人，应该会很精彩

这本A座8楼讲述的是3个不同年龄层的女性对梦想的故事。

罗敏姬，13岁，喜欢阅读小说，以偶像樱桃姐姐为目标不断努力。升上中学后，她追逐梦想的过程却受到了阻扰。

26岁的陶茵，年纪轻轻就已经是国内著名作家，凭自己的能力买了公寓的小单位。然而，要什么就有什么的她，为何实现了梦想却不觉得幸福？

40岁的朱琦君，是包点店的老板娘，当年为了生活甘心放弃梦想。遇见新邻居陶茵后，她的心泛起涟漪。阔别了14年的梦想，她是不是应该重新去面对它？

邓秀茵笔下总会出现不同的故事，生动感人。我最喜欢的作者，加油！

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快乐，在每个人的心中，有着不同的定义。有些人因实现梦想而快乐，有些人因成功而快乐，有些人因努力的成果而感到快乐...

快乐，对于我来说，垂手可得。

有朋友关心，有家人的爱

有自己往目标，梦想而前进的动力

还有一颗住了人那安定的心。

就算没有跟预定的结果一样，至少我曾经努力过

虽然现在的我还没抵达成功的那一块地，但至少现在的我，很快乐，很满足。

Who you are truly??

Din see you for few days
today...you are here again ,turn up in my life
However,the feelings before is missing
Although in the fimiliest place we have together bofore, you are just like a stranger, standing in front of me,with a fake fake facial expression and smile
im so sorry...it cant be back...like before
i dont know what you want
some more started to ask myself
who are you actually?
Do you still the same person i know?
i dont know
and dont want know now,in the future.....and forever
you are just fake to me

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Listen to this......its recommended from mala



when you feel so tired,but you cant sleep
[tats my current condition]
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste..
can you just erase it in your memory?
recently...i cant


Bye...my dear readers

Solemn introduce

i love them..my dearest sister(s) ^^

they accompany me when im down

with lots of joke...n make me smile

they  will always being crazy with me

no matter where we are

although always been black-listed by many restaurants

so what?? happiness overcomed us~

they three: gals who i dont want leave them in my life

we never wrangle (juz shoot among us oni)

for me..you all are in the same grade..no one is the most friend or the most i hate

siao po #1: Seed



i love this,while this captured long long time ago

i know her when im just 7.

same class with me in standard one

the only 1 factor that unbelieveable is we make friends through our mum

OMG!

now we 2 family are like combine into 1

my dad allow me to go her house often n her stuborn dad will not stopped her to hang out with me

almost lar^^

many new songs introduce from her..they will be always nice

she will always boom you with joke that she dono is funny enough

we 3 will always add in some 'special' boys into her makanan group

the group is full with member now i think~

siao po #2: Mei Xuan

os: she actually is not the image u see in the photo



well,she is pretty but crazy

you will found many interested things on her

such as: funny joke

she is thin..yet,she eat much

likes to come to my house just becoz of my 辛拉面 ==

now is out of stock..

i will call you if i buy again..you wait patiently lar

 notwithstanding,she has a evil habit:

SHE LIKES TO CUBIT PPL!!

im so pity seed..i think her hand is almost maimed >,<

siao po #3: Ann Joe







what a Friday pose...haha



she..the eldest among 4 of us

however,she has the smallest size among us

i din say you short, juz small only

she is a serious girl

im not enough bravery to give her a great great boom

bcoz she will really think about it for long time

even we are just joke

i think now she is a bit relax

after her annoyed autograph..

congrates!

some of bees getting closer to her again

this will be the things that always making trouble

nvm..we forget it

juz like how hold 住姐 said

they are all not fashion!



we hearten each other

we work hard together

we choked with laughter the often

we alive in the world with warmth and touch given by each other

we never say any touch words

but its always there

in our heart~

randomly update

juz a short update
its few boring days gone..
who says that after PMR is our heaven??
i dont think so..

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dear visitor or follower or reader:
pls leave some words in the chat box on top when u visit this blog..thx much~



Next,have to do a notify beforehand here-------next post will be brilliant

Its Meaningful

Im doing something that's meaningful to me

by doing this,i feel life can be so enjoy and happy

since the decision done..

i told myself:

[either you do it the best,or u better dont start the job]

add oil~i have to believe that i can do it

dont let regret comes and say 'hello' again!!!



听听我的长篇大论

首先，谢谢各位''聆听''者拿出宝贵的时间来读这篇文章，因为真的不短的说。

在感情世界里，每个人都有不同的角色，不同的方法对待感情。而我，是一个0分的''考生''。
好听叫单纯，天真，不好听叫傻，讲明一点就叫笨啦!我很容易相信别人。一旦我选择了信任，不管你说什么我都会相信。所以，如果你没有真的喜欢我，就请你不要对我太关心。因为，我伤不起。




再说，我应该被列为：
最没有挑战性的女生。
很容易被感动，最严重的是我可以为了一点小事爽半天。一首歌就可以让我中招。我认为，这是我最大的死穴!




想了很久，终于决定这样说故事。
她喜欢他。不知从什么时候开始。会注意他在班上的动作，行为。会不由自主地想起他。
害怕，恐惧的时候，她心中会有一股奇怪的错觉，仿佛他就在身边，让她充满安全感，不再恐惧，享受被保护的假象。



她想让他知道，自己其实喜欢他。但溜走的勇气，机会，让她无法开口。原因只有一个：她从开学以来，没有跟他说过一句话。她知道自己的个性：一旦有了一点点的喜欢，真心就会毫不犹豫的，站出来喊''到''!她不想伤害他，也不想伤害自己。因为他心中有另一个她。怎么会知道??从他口中说出的，有可能错吗?可信度99.9%!!!
看吧!她又傻傻的相信别人的话了。

现在的这件事，让她不敢再继续喜欢他。每一天都像是种煎熬



最后：
给心中的Virgo
祝你幸福

奢望

我要的

其实只是温暖

那一点点我失去的温暖

再也要不回来的温暖。

眼泪从不给我带来温暖，

所以我不屑流它

倒数计时

最近功课真的超多，老师们应该都疯了。还在考虑要不要写作文，可能因为脑子已经过度操劳了吧，连蛮喜欢的作文都不想写了。每天的生活都是：

#1 功课

#2 功课

#3 还是功课

haiz..虽然有的我还是没有做，但不一定就代表我懒惰ok~`

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New photo~i like this very much

i take this before trimming my hair..
well>>>still miss it
And ignore my ugly eyebag pls

PMR exam going closer and closer..have 2 work hard start from now

#1. it brings me to a wonderful future

#2. it makes the distance more closer

#3. it is really important in my life

#4. it is the way to earn money

#5. everyone will be happy if i get a breathtaking result

Juz a short post updated..thx for your reading~

BYee

回到过去的29分钟

只是闲着没事做，想和姑姑回一回她好远的夫家拿东西，没想到却把我带回了好多年前的回忆里..小时候总喜欢在周末跟着姑姑回家过夜，那里真的跟自己的家有很不一样的感觉。可能那里没有城市的吵杂声，也没有繁华的都市吧。现在的姑姑家只多了燕子屋，其他几乎都跟6年前一模一样！这让我超兴奋的，有一种回家乡的感觉，哈哈

姑姑家最特别的是-----他家有养猪～
现在别在电脑前笑。你问问自己，你真的看过真正的养猪人家所饲养的猪吗？没有的话就别取笑人家。路途中，真的像作文里写的一样：路的两旁都是油棕树，马路上也只有三三两两的车辆。跟人家说你出车祸真的会让人笑破肚皮

小时候真的有很多美好的回忆。无奈，那只能是永远的回忆。
或许下一篇会讲一讲我的童年吧，敬请期待～

只拍了一点照片，因为站在那里真的有点恐怖。想一想，站在那滑溜溜的小走廊，两旁都是大得吓死人的母猪。看到我们走过就以为食物来了，全都惊醒然后站起来，发出的叫声就像想把猪圈撞破，冲出来一样。场面真的太壮观了，我不敢，也不能冷静的站在那里拍出美丽的照片，不好意思啦！

 有没有一点跟戏里的猪圈一样呢？

 只拍到了它的头，其实我只想拍角落的小猪，看得到吗？

 传说中的3只小猪？我想应该叫3只大猪

看他们睡成什么样子

猪先生：妈，你看我上镜了！姿势摆得不错吧？

SMurf!

Yesterday went Sunway Carnival to watch The Smurf

Qiute cute de movie

the character in the movie:

#1.Papa (a smurf with red hat n beard)

#2.Clumsy (who always make things break n fall)

#3.Smurfette (the only female in the Smurf's village,made by Gargamel)

#4.Brainy(a smurf who wear spec,always hv some record on math)

#5.Gutsy (he have brown beard..gave some good shot when fighting with Gargamel)

#6.Grouchy (a smurf who get angry easily)

#7.Gargamel (a wizard in the movie who wanted 2 catch the smurf)

#8.Azreal(Gargamel's cat.)

#9.Patrick (A man in New York who had been 'visited' by smurfs)

#10.Patrick's wife(currently forget her name..a caring woman)

Here~the picture about The Smurf

>>The Poster<<

 The Actor--Gargamel

 Gargamel 2:how can a handsome guy become like tis?!

>>Papa<<

>>Gutsy<<

>>Grouchy<<

>>Smurfette<<

>>Clumsy<<

>>Brainy<<

MORE!

Stop here..BYE~